Thanks for sharing Autumn. I'll agree with you on how wonderful growing the sacred herb can be. Oh how calming it is, hard to even explain how at peace I have been when tending to my plants. I am sorry to hear about your car. Congrats on quitting and thank you for the words of encouragement. I know I can do it, and it will be easy for the most part. I have quit before for like 6 months. Everyone in my life smokes though so it will be around me but I will do as you do and just pass. This has been a long time coming. I have had a voice telling me on numerous occasions "You have gotten all you can get out of this, it is only a hinderance to you now." I think things are going to get great pretty quick here. Haven't smoked since yesterday(yall might roll your eyes at that comment but I normally am high 24/7). On the dark energies, that sounds like a possible cause for the emotional states and tensions I have been experiencing. The whole using me to feed off of is giving me some weird dejavu feelings as if I have been told this before...
I am on the road to dropping all habits and addictions(besides air and food, need that stuff if I wanna stay physical and help out here). It has been written so it shall be so.
Thanks again for your story Autumn, I enjoyed reading it.
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