I was reading one of psychic sylvia browne's books, (for the life of me I cant remember the title of the book) and it listed the different life themes that we get to choose. and damn it if I didn't choose the Rejection Theme! really sometimes I wonder what possesses us to choose the worse case scenario for a lifetime. Really in essence, shouldnt we deserve atleast ONE easy lifetime, even if it will cost us additional lifetimes in the long run?
As far as being ostracized (again I hope the spelling is correct, if not oh well
) it was mainly social rejection for some reason or another. I look back now and I remember asking why, and I was told that I was just there and it was just the most convenient. (!)
Go Figure. All I know is that I will not tolerate any of that behavior from any of my future children...if I catch them acting that way or making someone an outcast socially, I will beat them for it. (not abuse, mind you, just corporal punnishment)