I have this sense that a lot of people basically just want to make a lot of money and have a fun life and call it lightwork, because it makes them feel better to call it that.
To me, lightworking, is doing somthing like that certian priest that became a doctor that went to work on a leper colony healing the lepers and eventually contracted leprosy. He just lived out the remainder of his days serving the lepers until he eventually succumbed himself.
He could say, it was all to the glory of God and that the leprosy did him no harm, ultimately because what was most important was the condition of his heart and his spirit.
I feel like I have kind of a sense of what it means to do things like that, and that I choose not to.
I feel like that makes me a darkworker.
maybe I am wrong.