Angela, by that time i wouldnt mind at all, i know i have lived my life the way i wanted to
I just dont want it to end in an early age before achieving all i want to. But yes i have learned valuable lessons from you as well no doubt about that.
Bettyboo,
Ok, lemme answer your questions. But first you saiod when you were at the height of ambition you were scared of death too. I am very much convinced that iam in that phase you went through, we're basically feeling the same way. So how did you get rid of it?
Iam not sure if i have to answer these questions here but anyway...
Scared of death in general, Iam not scared of dying from accidendts, disease.. its about not having the chance or losing the oppurtunity to do what i want in life.
I dont really mind or care what will happen in the afterlife, all i care about is living a good life HERE.. It wouldnt matter if we just cease to exist
Success, Happiness, contentment, Not before all of that.. Its more of not wanting it to happen before attaining all those, not really fear, Its Not attaining all of those due to death