stellabeam,
I would absolutely love to go back to see him. But, he has not contacted me, even though I have sent him Christmas cards.
(Yes, I sent him a card in December 2006, no response. Since that will be the third year, I have to respect that he doesn't seem to want to have contact with me, and will no longer send him Christmas cards.)
I also do not have the money to go back yet. I do plan on going back and am trying to save up, plus find extra work.
I would not look him up if I went back, as he doesn't seem to want to have contact with me. Yes, I'd absolutely love to see him again, and see if anything comes of it, but I have to respect that he doesn't seem to want to have contact with me. If I ran into him again, that would be very interesting, and weird, considering Oslo has over 500,000 people.
I just don't understand why I had such a strong reaction to him, and why I had pre-cognitive thoughts before I met him, and then such vivid dreams.
Thanks again for your encouragement.
R