Hahahaha! enlightened zombies, lol!!
Well, you can say, God is in control, by virtue of you identifying with God. The Presence of God as Infinite Love is what directs you spontaneously at every moment. There is no separation or delay between decision and action -- the action IS the decision, and vice versa. Speakingness occurs on its own, doingness occurs on its own; and everything is an expression of Divinity as Love.
A zombie of God as Infinite Love, I guess...? Lol!!
So no fear letting go, it seems like things can only get better. It's the ego that fears lack of control, the real "I" is the one trying to get you to keep going
