Hi butterfly effect
(will try and concentrate while my toddler cries in next room. 3rd night in a row he has woken up and i am using LOA to will him to sleep.)
i dont feel so strong today but i would def say that i am still in the exiting the problem mode. its like my psyche is in limbo
i think you should try not discussing your ED just for 1 or 2 days - to see if you feel any different. I notice you spend a long time describing it and your relationship with it, even giving it a name and human personality.
Whether you are handing your power over to it and manifesting its domination over your life OR working through a necessary thought/emotion process, i dont know. I'm very excited by the possibilities LOA is opening up in my life but I have made great progress in the past by analysing and thinking my ED through - for example when I read Fat Is A Feminist Issue by Susi Orbach
Love the Eating Disorder university analogy. I just cannot go back to that group I was in or even contact them as I would apologise - and I'm just not doing that.
I am a great one for getting caught up in the novelty of a new idea but time will tell if i stick at it (see, not so hot today)...one thing that does work for me when I apply it is EFT just before every time I eat
Tom is losing his power and dropping off hurray!
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