Your focus is on dying. What about focusing on living? You said you want to do many things before you die and that you have many goals. Imagine yourself with those goals. How would it feel to have it now? What would you want to do to achieve your goals...after your goals are achieved?
If you look back on your life, I'm sure you can see instances where everything that happened, good or bad, happened for a reason. Look at this period of an extreme fear of death as the same. This is happening for a reason and it will pass. Maybe it is happening for you to understand the importance of living and life.
You asked "What if you worked really hard for something and you finally get it. Wouldn't you be afraid to die?" No, because every soul will taste death. No human is immortal or has ever been immortal. Death is inevitable, it is not a choice. But what is a choice is what you do before you die. Are you going to live in the fear of the inevitable? Or are you going to accept it and choose to live a good life?
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