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Originally Posted by DaveTyler  This is all exagaratted by my fear of going mental, as I feel like I have some serious delusions going on |
Been there, coming out the other side is actually quite nice, very confidence giving. See thats the thing my friend YOU KNOW they are delusions, so don't friggin give them another thought, simple as that. I let my delusions run me into the corner for way too long and I don't want you letting them run your ************ now either. You can feel it in you what the delusions are and what aren't. I know you can, I can tell by your writting. You are going to be wonderful in time my brother. This too will pass. DO NOT give up on your goal of being an artist my friend, this is my true goal and passion also, ever since a child I could draw and all my life I have been told how amazing I am and how I should be professional, but I always shrugged it off but now I am embracing the art more. Do not do it for fame, fame will only bring pain. Just do it to create...thats the point my friend. When you feel shitty just sit down and start drawing, get into it. This is a form of meditation and I know it puts my soul at ease...I feel we have similar souls and I know this should help you. Dunno what else to say right now but just know I have felt what you are feeling and it does get better.