Jesus Christ, I've done so much today. Last night, I kept saying to myself that I was going to do "whatever it takes" to follow through on my goals and I did it. I can say with true conviction that I did EVERYTHING in my power today. I didn't have the "perfect" day where everything went my way from sun-up to sundown, but I DID keep going at all costs, I stayed persistent, and I took MASSIVE ACTION.
Today wasn't easy, and it wasn't all that exciting in terms of everything that I did. But I had fun, and I know that I took some steps today that are going to shape the next couple months.
-Woke up at 5 AM
-Visualized from 5-6 AM perhaps the most intense that I ever have in my life, but it the MAIN thing that gave me the fuel today to carry on whenever I felt like giving up
-I ate my breakfast and started on my Master Blueprint for the next 3 months.
-I created a calendar which serves as a visual representation for everything that is going to happen.
-I watered the plants today.
-I stayed outside for about an hour or so
-I read Napoleon Hill's chapter about "Autosuggestion" and kept it in mind all day today.
-I visualized EXTREMELY vividly the amount of money that I desire to have and literally saw it in my possession.
-I took a nap today and woke up the FIRST time that my alarm went off which is honestly the first time in about 6 months or so that I've ever done that. Waking up in the morning is one thing, but waking up after a nap is a lot harder for me usually, but I MADE IT HAPPEN today.
-I rode my bike and enjoyed the outdoors for a bit.
-I wrote a note to my Father explaining everything that has to happen.
-I studied an entire Chapter in Property and Casualty about Homeowners Policy amidst my mental faculties shutting down.
-I had the choice to "have fun" (procrastinate) or do what I KNOW needed to be done, and I chose the latter. It was a subtle choice, but growth is already occurring. My choices make up my destiny and by choosing to do something different that I knew would help me out in the future, that was truly acting through my own intentions on the deepest possible. Subtle, but a very powerful piece of evidence that shows I want this.
-While Playing Moonlight Sonata 1st Movement, I had the most emotional experience ever where I just realized HOW MUCH I want all of this.
-Stayed up ALL the time after my nap
-Got a call from my Dad that said, "This is hapenning"
Today really wasn't an "easy" day, but I know that this is essentially me being in the gym. The first day is typically the hardest because all of the muscles are getting worked out. I know that I DEFINITELY stretched my mental muscles today, but I REALLY stretched my emotional muscle for taking action. There were about 20 different times when I just felt like giving up because I had so much to do. I was so ****ing tired, and it just felt as if though I wasn't making any progress, but I KEPT GOING. I persisted till the very end and for that, I am a true warrior.
I KNOW that I will achieve my goals. I don't give a **** anymore about what anyone thinks about the "possibility" of all this happening. All I know is that this IS going to happen. THIS IS HAPPENING. It's just that I get to tell the story about it at the very end.
This is no longer a matter of "if" and no longer a matter of "when" - both of those have already been established - this is simply a matter of "how many ****ing awesome stories am I going to have to tell about how the Universe conspired for my success" or "all the times that I carried on amidst pain and glaring obstacles."
I'm just one step closer to my end goal, and I only know one thing....
This is happening.