We're at a density right now where fully understanding the whys and whos is difficult. think of it like being in a play and you're playing a part and your character starts asking what it's doing in this play and what play it's going to be in after this play, and what if it doesn't want to do plays anymore, then what's it going to do? Those are questions best left to the actor, not the character, to ask and understand.
So while you are in character, play your part, do your thing, and when you get to the other side, ask your questions.