I think something like this, "The world has no meaning... what is the meaning of life etc.."(eventhough I clearly know the answer as read in many books and websites)
Yes... I had a hurful childhood. I was the only dark skin colored one in my family. Everone called me black and distinguished me from others. Anyhow the inferiority complex made me excel in my academic studies.(compensation).
But the complex was deep rooted that it was very very difficult for me to recover. And not fully recovered yet. Today also i think the reason any girl rejects me is because of my skin color. I know it is not. My previous girlfriends have told me it is not. But still....
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