[Unik]

I am very successful in almost all aspects of my life. I am very motivated in all the things I do. And I am very energetic too.

But sometimes I feel bad. I want to feel bad about myself. It makes me happy after thinking so many negative thoughts. I think it is a compensation for the happiness I have in life. I feel a kind of out of world, when I dont have negative thoughts for 2 or 3 weeks. Then I settle in a lonely place and start thinking bad about me, my situation etc... But it really feels nice to think so.

What you think ? Am I a psycho ??