I was definately a negative entity.
I just found this on the net:
Watch for entities that demand worship or obedience from you; seem to be boastful or egoistic in any way; insist that you consult them regularly (promote dependency on them for guidance); flatter you with suggestions that you're more "special" than the rest of the human race; make you feel afraid, insecure or anxious. True spirit guides will be comforting, uplifting, loving, supportive, empowering and positive. If you don't feel wonderful during or after communication with a guide, something is up.
There was an energy drain associated with it too, plus it played into my vanity and created a relationship of dependence.
Its been about 2 years of being pretty much totally free of its influence, after nearly 20 years of being dependant on it, from 15 to 34. 19 years.
I was kind of "new agey" as a teen and assumed it was a spirit guide, then I became a born again Christian and thought it was the Holy Spirit or an angel.
The modus operandi, seems for it to influence me into making disempowering decisions in order to remain dependant on it.
I should start a new discussion.