His financial situation impacts me because he is always asking for money. In the last 3-4 years husband and I have "loaned" him several thousand dollars. Right before the falling out I gave him $200 for some yard work (I created a project as an excuse to give him money because he needed it so badly). Because his feelings got hurt, he didn't fulfill that obligation. Yesterday he asked me for $30 for food for his cats and himself. I thought about it and told him I don't feel good about giving him money right now, but I didn't really feel good about NOT giving money either...
Anyways, I have been having inner turmoil since I last saw him. My mind kept running down paths of anxiety, anger, and even vengeance, seemingly without my will or ability to control it. Last night, I put out a call for help to the higher plane. I kept repeating this request, "Higher self, guides, and angels, whoever can help me with this problem, please come to me now."
After a while, someone appeared. A beautiful blond woman. She was so lovely and radiated peace and love. I know a blond named Anna, so I asked if I could call her Anna. She said no, but I could call her Anabella.
In her presence, I saw a long black cord connecting me to him. It looked like an umbilical cord. I cut it. I instantly felt better, like his power over me had been severed. Then together Anabella and I sent him love and white light. She embraced me and I felt healed and at peace.
I am feeling much more peaceful about this situation now. Just wanted to share my experience.
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