Now that I am re-evaluating this, I am remembering that the conclusion I came up with is that there was a negative entity attached to me impersonating as a spirit guide, and that most of the time that was who I would interact with, but that once in a while the real guides would break through. So that I would get mixed messages but also a lot of bad guidence.
I had a really hard time with this. Trying to figure out how this could be, how God could allow this. but looking back, since then, I realize that I have become more independant and its made me persue my goals with more determination.
The other result though is that I am very suspicious of any entity trying to give me any advice. I put an enormous burden of proof on them.
So I end up disregarding a lot of stuff, but I am still empathic enough to connect with the ether if I want to.
If you rad this, I want to just say, I like your articles and think you are the most down to earth psychic I have ever read. Most are a bit too dramatic and flowery but you are really straightforward.