[DaveTyler]

A great story man, this is what happened to me after years of depression, anxiety and some physical illness,when I found LoA.
I wish I never digged deeper into it, cause I mean, what the f is the meaning of life if your not supposed to experience it?
Was buddha wrong? are we supposed to live life and be happy and healthy, or are we supposed to try to become one with oness and dissapear into the light? I completely don't get it, and the more I think about it, the worse it gets, I'm in constant misery from digging myself into this and I don't see anyway out.
I understand what you mean by "experiencing hell", but that's not what I mean, I mean TRUTH, is this hell? like all we experience is hell? good or bad?
Is reality OVERALL, hell? and we're supposed to get out of it? Isn't that kind of pointless?

I started thinking about this after reading some christian stuff saying "soul is satan", which can't be true?