She was trying to keep me focused on the process actually. It's going to sound incredibly airy-fairy but i was in the car, my husband was doing a runner to the hardware store and i thought it could take a little while if the shop was busy, as both children were deeply asleep at the back i gave it a try
(i just take any occasion where there's a little bit of peace). when i got to the door of the library, where the guides stands, little lady L started having a grizzle so my guide to keep me in the meditative state told me to visualise a link from my heart chakra to my daughter's heart chakra (i know, airy-fairy sounding stuff
) but just to stay in the process i did that and baby stopped crying and went back to sleep straight away. Whatever works i guess. I just stopped when i heard the boot of the car opening
. Anyway, there are other times where i can try (at night etc) and i get lots of dreams related to the topic. Will keep trying, surely i can do this
... maybe i'll work on the trust and allow part more too (you said we all can do this so i'll go with that)(and not think "but am i really allowed to inquire?").