Originally Posted by Nemosyne
I don't know. I don't know why I can't see my next step, and I don't know how to get there. If this were someone else, I'd be able to look at their soul and say - "Oh, you are an actor!" But as for myself.... Sigh.
Any thoughts at all would be very much appreciated.
I'd say your challenge or problem is too much focus on other people and not enough on yourself.. all our journeys are really selfish journey's.. (not sure that's a idea rei shares)
If you want practical solutions.. well.. fine then
1. You could take up the art of "new age" puppetry.. rei, seems to be doing okay.. yah, know open a tarot shop.. charge money for your gifts
Okay.. that doesn't work does it?
2. Here's a simple craft idea.. my cousin louise.. used to buy used jeans and sew unique art onto them and sell them for a okay profit on ebay.. (there's a idea for you to play with)
Here's what I think.. you don't like to work with people.. (prefer alone/space) so I think a personal business is best for you.. so you need to turn your skills and available resources into profit/money.. so start searching.. and ask for help from the universe/us if you haven't..