and rightly so to focus more on the earlier stages because this is what defines our outcome at the end of our lives, where we look back and evaluate our existence.
For me I think a darkworker is preferential - at the polarised end, to a lightworker as it is more self sustaining.
when a person is sacrificing themselves they do wear out. and I find a contradiction in Freelancers 3rd point for lightworkers
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Stage 3
At this point they have raised there consciousness to a sufficient level to both serve themselves (through growth) and other people. I'm not sure of what happens after this level of consciousness, I can't see that far. I'm still not polarized and I have a feeling I'm more edging towards darkworker than lightworker, although I first have to come in terms with myself about focusing on myself regardless of my path.
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A lightworker will NOT serve themselves first. they will only serve themselves IF they believe it will help the world and those around them. There are no rewards for a lightworker, no self reward. This is where the choice begins. This is where I feel I hover.
The path ahead of here. continue to serve, knowing that if i use the wisdom or knowledge i have about empathising with other and my natural ability to read peoples feelings through body language and what they dont say etc, for person gain, i loose a part of me that i believe to be valueable, what you call a lightworker.
you CANNOT serve yourself through others suffering without detriment to those that you watch over.
Being exceptionally empathetic makes you feel responsible. to ignore it makes you feel that you are in fact what others call immoral or evil and you will become a darkworker if you do.