 Advice needed - issue with self-discipline
I have a couple of major areas of my life that I have wanted to change for the past 2+ years.
For some reason, I fail to make the correct choices on a daily basis which would allow me to achieve these goals. It almost feels like I have the devil on my shoulder urging me to make the wrong choice, and he always wins!
My question, really, is - have any of you struggled in such an extreme way with self discipline? How did you overcome it?
The choices I need to make are simple, straightforward and realistic, yet I fail to make them. Instead, I make the wrong choice - a choice which is damaging on a daily basis. I am the Queen of self-sabotage. I'd be interested to hear your insights as to why I am like this - is it something to do with unconsciously believing that I do not deserve to be happy and be the person I am supposed to be?
I'm desperate to break this debilitating daily cycle. Quite frankly, I'm bored of it! 2 years of battling with myself and I am still no better off than I was 2 years ago. HELP!!
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