I also was unhappy before and I know why. Since I was a kid, since I can remember I was very negative and pessimist. I can remember saying things like "nobody loves me" many times. Of course now I realize that was like affirmation, a belief and I projected more of that. In primary school pupils always made fun of me cose I was different, made a lot of time fool of myself and was depressed cose I didn't have a girl. I had a belief that i can't find i girl cose something is wrong with me...
Now I don't have such problems, it was all my beliefs and me projecting them. Wonder when that started, in what year of my youth did i became so negaitve.
Now I'm trying always to look positive on things, not that I can always do that but intention is what matters
