Hi, how's life?
I've decided to drop a line about these three days of my challenge. First, I just want to do it
and second, maybe someone will benefit from reading my notes just to know how people usually go through challenges like this.
So, the first day - Sunday - was easy and great. Btw, I didn't even EXPECT that the challenge would turn out almost a triffle for my self-discipline that had been untrained for ages. Of course, the tasks require some effort but I don't feel they are enourmous as I supposed them to be.
Second day - had to go to work, felt worse, nagging thoughts that all this is just 'pointless' appeared, but at the end of the day I felt I was still on the right track.
Third day - work plus soar throat plus a temperature a bit above normal. Woke up feeling not well, thoughts about giving up, but suddenly felt a burning desire to do my work out (one of the tasks), so I got up immediately (another task completed) and did the exercises. Unfortunately, during all the day, almost EVERY MINUTE nagging thoughts 'pointless, pointless, pointless' didn't leave my mind
But at least today I won't give up - I decided to spend this month like a robot, going through the challenge without much thinking. I know I have to do it with a mindset of a robot
to prevent any distracting thoughts, any questioning if all this is right, otherwise I'll fail soon, I know myself.
P.S. Before going to bed I have one more task to complete - write 100 words of my composition. Btw, I'm writing about my washing-machine
My sister recommended it for brainstorming ideas for my future composition. I think it's wise and is going to work. Good night!
