[DQueens]

i've been having a tough week, in which the same things dont excite me, and life seems pretty pointless and meaningless. The goals and things that i felt were important just months before are now so trivial that sometimes i find myself feeling depressed and lonely.
Steve's blogs helped me out, telling me that i am going through an expansion of consciousness. i also found the articles on the law of attraction and subjective reality to be enlightening and now it's hard for me to believe that i thought of life as anything else but the inside of my mind. But for those of you that have come ot accept this detail, how did you deal with the feeling of being alone in the world, that other people's consciousness are just reflections of your own and that you can control the entirety of your own reality with your own thoughts? What is the point of being successful, of falling in love, or helping people if they are just manifestations of your own reality? Are all these things only helping yourself?
Does the law of attraction really work? If i think of all the times i got "lucky" i realize that i never had doubts that the opposite thing would happen. Perhaps i told myself i had doubts, so as not to "jinx" the situation, but if i am being perfectly honest with myself i knew that the outcome would be in my favour and, for negative experiences, i knew the outcome would not be in my favour. Can you use the law of attraction to get straight A's? To become successful in your career? Can you make someone fall in love with you? Can you run a marathon by using the law of attraction?
Though this seems to be a powerful and wonderful tool, the hardest part of this whole new awareness is finding something important enough to want and to form goals that i feel make a difference in the grand scheme of things.