there is only so much insincerity one can take
Its not about other people, its about me.
I'm tired of lying to myself. I think I want to start being honest with myself. Whatever I am feeling is okay. I don't have to hide my feelings or project them onto others. Its okay, really I just need to say it out loud and accept it, sit with it and then let it pass. Its okay, its always okay. Its okay to admit the truth, nothing bad will happen.