Originally Posted by butterflyeffect
I have found that deep down I am a very angry and frustrated person.
I know that anxious people are usually aggressive
how fat i must look in my swimmers.
but inside im devastated and then seething.
there is only so much insincerity one can take.
for the rejection and the level of hurt that it caused.
, I must stay fat to protect myself from other people who want to hurt me.
but it feels deeply true and thats what I have to deal with.
Time and love have the ability to heal everything.
Take a look at all this stuff that was buried inside of your post. These are all beliefs you have about yourself and they say something about who you believe you are.
Disconnect from the fact that you wrote this post and take a look at this list. If you were to say this to somebody else, what would that mean you'd think about them?