[wolfgang]

Originally Posted by yossarian

1. Polarization doesn't happen overnight. We all start off our incarnations unpolarized. This means we serve ourself a bit, we serve others a bit, we in general try not to hurt others, and we live our life. We live and learn day to day. Some people slowly polarize, some never polarize. All is as it should be.

I've thought most people start off completly inflow polarized by the nature of being totally dependant on others until we are able to feed ourselves.

2. Joy is not something you attain, it's something you are.
.. from that joy would have found a way to serve. It doesn't matter where you put her - she will always be smiling.

Joy is not to be attained - yet joy shows up when there's a willingness to serve.

3. People highly positively polarized don't help others to feel good. They help others because they desire to help others. There is no selfish motive. There is no cortisol feedback mechanism. They aren't doing it for the serotonin. They do it because it is their nature. It is their nature because they feel unity, because they feel universal and unconditional love. Love is not a quid pro quo.

I think the selfish motive in a positively polarized person is still there, in a sense. Just to be able to know what the feeling is like, one must also direct this feeling towards individuality.

4. People highly negatively polarized find peace through separation. They love their own superiority. Instead of giving themselves freely to the world, they hoard their own abilities and use them only in ways that increase their own abilities. They enslave people and put them to work. Domination is the name of the game. They see the Godhood within themselves and as they polarize they come to work more and more for themselves. This includes empowering themselves at the expense of others, as that is a very effective way to love yourself. A negatively oriented person dehumanizes other beings and closes off his heart chakra from them. He masters the usage of yellow and orange to dominate both individuals and society - these are the source of his strength. From yellow chakra they springboard directly to blue and indigo, avoiding an outward expression of the green chakra.

Since negative polarity reject unity, and unity is fact, eventually they are forced to reconcile to continue their spiritual development. This doesn't mean it's a bad path, it just means that both paths eventually lead to positive polarity, however the reconciliation doesn't happen until the 6th dimension. (Which is eons after this Earthly lifetime)

Sounds somewhat like darkworker syndrome. I don't see how the ideas of darkworker, if it can lead to recognizing untiy, can also include "empowering at expence of others", "reject unity", dehumanizing, closes heart, separation. All that just sounds too extreme to be a functional darkworker.

You might last a few years as a negatively polarized person who does no harm, but eventually you will be presented with a choice:

A. Do you harm someone to increase your own power?
B. Do you abstain from harming them, miss the opportunity, and therefore depolarize?

I've lost your train of thought with your use of negatively polarized and depolarizing. I'll assume I got that you are saying, darkworkers that are in the syndrome (negative) will still face sorting out if it's working to harm someone else and if harming someone else actually helps me be more or better or something - and depolarizing means not being so negative but still recognizing an inflow darkworker feeling that doesn't harm anyone.

My reaction to that is, darkworkers of the syndrome kind may hurt others and the way out of that, is probably to let some of the attention that works for you as inflow darkworker engery, to let some of that attention go out to others too. It may be an expansion of attention to include others but not really a change in direction of the motivational energy. Now that I wrote that I'm not sure if I belive that.

If you feel the call to improve yourself, why not improve yourself to be of greater service? That is a positive intention and is therefore positively polarized.

Improving yourself to be of greater service is probably on darkworker's and lightworker's path equally. Or that is a goal that one can take on - to improve yourself to be a greater service.

I state this just from reading Steve's blog and trying to apply the "rules" or "end results" or "boundaries" or "laws" of polarizing. Such as:
1) dark and light both can become enlightened
2) there's a sydrome to both
3) others don't suffer from positive (healthy) dark or light workers
4) polarization is more effective at motivating than not polarizing