I think she does trust me cause i told her that I never cheated and possibly gotten it from the last girl i was with. I never come off shady or anything and always tell her the truth. I think when the gyno told her that u have can glamidia for years and not know it, or gotten it from someone else and not know it and is cureable. she calmed down since i said her ex could have given it to her. but later when i told her i had hpv she got upset again and i dont think she can take the fact that theres no cure. Or shes still lieing to me and using this all as an excuse. when possibly she never had any sexual attraction from the start. cause we were having some problems before at the start with sex and she seemed like she was bored with me and i wasnt pleasing her. she would always say it hurt, but to me i think it was a lie since she seems to be a bit loose. and I dont think im big enough for her. Im above average and have 5in of girth. Shes only been with like 7 guys so i dont think she can get that streched out. but she was with one guy for 2 years. Im really angry now that i have this cause of what shes telling me now. idk what to do.
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