I would do everything I could to get out of that house. You deserve better and until you believe you deserve a better place to live, things will not change for you. Why do you feel you need to please others all the time? There is no possible way you could ever do that. The most important person you need to please right now is yourself. Stop playing the victim as well. Your situation is not going to change unless you take action now. Playing the victim just perpetuates the abuse you are going through now. Drop the victim mentatlity and start consciously and courageously moving away from the bad situation you are in.
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