Further question about accessing the records...
... i tried yesterday evening as i thought the conditions were favourable (had some quiet time alone) and still nothing happened. So i was meditating centering my intention on the records. How does one block oneself to do so properly? If you are not sure where to start, is it a blockage? Whose help can you call upon to guide you there? I tend to believe in angels, as they always help me when i pray them. So i thought Metatron would be a good one to ask assistance from. But...nope...nothing... in the end i just dropped it and went to sleep instead. Oh, the only time i had to quit the meditation is when the 37 weeks baby pushed on my bladder
can pregnancy affect the process? Even if the baby is a spiritual being/old soul?
The whole thing can be a little frustrating, i feel like like I'm not allowed to, for some reason...
do you need to be "mega-holy" to be welcomed in that place?