 wow
wow... you know what... i think youre right.
It is fear that drives me to contact her constantly. Ive been telling myself lately that my worst fear is to lose her.
So... if i really love her... i should let her do her thing, and just be supportive. If she leaves me (which i dont really have any evidence that she will... in fact... she is trying to come to okinawa to be with me...) then it just isnt meant to be. There's nothing i can do about it is there?
Wow... I just hope I haven't done too much damage already. So what do i do now?... nothing? just try to live my life and if she calls me, then we can talk?
Hmm... looks like i need to get my life back up and running.
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