Originally Posted by Angela
Rockchick, you are the most powerful person here. No one, but no one, can sway you even an inch away from your commitment. You are truly, awesomely, magnificently staunch in your intention, immovable and resolute. People try, over and over again, you attract us like flies, doggedly attempting to prove you wrong, but to no avail. Even people who declare we are done, we will not keep trying to move a mountain with a teaspoon, we still are drawn into your orbit, in our meager attempts, but you remain unmoved from your purpose.
I salute you!
Well, thank you, I think...but I HAVE been swayed an inch, I HAVE been proven wrong, the mountain IS moving, and my purpose is not to argue with people forever about what my purpose is!
I really feel like I've made a lot of progress in the last few days. I'm just a tough nut to crack but if it wasn't going to work, I wouldn't be getting all this help I asked for. The universe is giving me exactly what I need, exactly when I need it. I am now taking total responsibility for how I am (not saying there weren't factors, but I could have risen above them if I had known my own strength), and I have all the tools I need, the ball is now in my court. And I don't want to let anyone down, especially not my own soul. I am sick of being the person that everyone shakes their head at and feels sorry for and needs everyone's help. I want to be the person that everyone admires, looks up to, and helps others for a change!