Originally Posted by ellie
Well unfortunately it sounds like you close to hitting rock-bottom, due to the fact that you hoped everything would work itself out. It's probably hard to work on things now, in the state you are in. I'm assuming you're probably quite worried and stressed with your situation. I personally would just move in with your mum get the crappiest job out there (tell yourself it's only short-term), make some money, give yourself time to find yourself and then invest time and money in finding out about all things that interest you.
Well if I was living with my mom, I would be so miserable that I would have an even harder time "finding myself", which by the way, has already been happening for 3 or 4 years now. I think I've found what I want to do, I just have to get rid of that critical analytical voice in my head throwing obstacles in my way. I have a feeling if I have to move back home, i'll sink into a depression worse than what I just went through a few months ago and then I really won't be able to think straight! If it comes to that, I will do the organic farm thing just to get away from there.