Originally Posted by Rockchick26
You are a much stronger woman than I!
How did you put your ego in check and listen to your heart?
I am not strong at all... not at that time anyway.
I was tired. I felt a looser because I just lost a restaurant, was in debt (about what I could buy a nice house for), had a depressed husband who didn't do anything except playing xbox. I didn't do anything either. I got up in the morning. Went to watch tv. Sat in front of my computer. Watched some more tv. Got some food, whatever we could afford at that moment, which was mostly McDonalds.
The only difference between me then and you now is that for me the situation that I was in in the present was worse then anything it could be.
Jump before you can look (or think) can be a good thing at times.
For example, your organic farm thing... why not rent out your apartment, sublet it, a bit higher then what you pay, and just do it.