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Originally Posted by themaster  You know what.. your afraid to let go of the reigns/ controls for your life.. via the EGO.. that's what your afraid of  
And that's what all this testing is all about.. why you try something give it a go.. and then say it doesn't work.. and because you say it doesn't work.. you won't unlock your EGO from tight grip control of your reality 
(except you are unlocking it somewhat.. your statements (above) show that.. good for you rockchick! )
And you're just going to have to work it one day at a time.. I remind you again.. to look at the "center of your head" exercises by my teacher.. by putting yourself in the control seat for your own brain and your own body.. |
Yes, you are right. If I let go of the reigns and let my spirit move me rather than my ego, I...wow, I can't even begin to imagine all the changes that would take place. I would be unrecognizable. Everything about my life would be completely different. And as much as I hate to admit it, I am afraid of that as much as I want it. It's a constant battle because what I want most is the same thing I fear most.
I feel like I'm making a lot of headway now. At least I've identified the real problem here!