Originally Posted by Rockchick26
Of course I'm afraid, I won't argue with you there. I know I'm afraid of causing conflicts with my family (if I moved away), I'm afraid of being stuck and stranded somewhere with no one to help me (i'm talking about like if my car breaks down or if I run out of money to eat, not being stuck metaphorically
), I'm afraid of...well honestly those are the only two real fears I can identify right now, I mean it all boils down to those 2 things I think.
You know what.. your afraid to let go of the reigns
for your life.. via the EGO.. that's what your afraid
And that's what all this testing is all about.. why you try something give it a go.. and then say it doesn't work.. and because you say it doesn't work
.. you won't unlock your EGO from tight grip control of your reality
(except you are unlocking
it somewhat.. your statements (above) show that.. good for you rockchick!
And you're just going to have to work it one day at a time
.. I remind you again.. to look at the "center of your head" exercises by my teacher.. by putting yourself in the control seat for your own brain
and your own body