Originally Posted by Acting Like Godot
Title of the thread pretty much says it all - "Nothing works for you".
I found it hilarious that one of the reasons you gave for rejecting Pyrogen's suggestion was that you'd rather change your diet .... and then you immediately gave multiple suggestions why you cannot change your diet anyway.
You only have one problem ... and it's a bad mental habit. Your mind is geared towards finding reasons to believe why things can't work or won't happen or aren't possible for you.
I suspect that even the existence of your many different interests are just a mental excuse why you can't pursue any of them. Eg:
It's a mental trap ...
I think so too! As I use to do the exact same thing myself. I cannot believe what I told myself and how I believed what I told myself, only to find out now, that it was absolute drivel
It's actually been a real slap in the face, that my attitude towards myself, made me waste a whole lot of years.
At some point, rockchick you will have to make that change within yourself. You're going to have to take a concerted effort, to take a leap, and do the opposite to what you are accustomed to.