Originally Posted by Rockchick26
I don't have health insurance so I can't go to the doctor. And paying out of pocket would be more than I have (I'm already in debt and barely scraping by).
But I won't go on drugs though, I would sooner change my diet, which I have as much as I can, but since I can't buy all my groceries, I have to take whatever people give me and so I get a lot of ramen noodles and rice a roni and tv dinners, etc.
That's your problem. You're in a constant state of carb-induced brainfog.
I'd say that the first thing that you need to fix is the money problem. If you're getting by on ramen, then I'd say that the money problem is your top priority and that kind of simplifies things for you.
"What do I do with my life" and "fulfilling my dreamz" is higher up Maslow' s heirarchy of needs from "living on ramen".
There's plenty of free training out there so that you can get better work and student aid will help with that which isn't free... but you have to look for it.