[Rockchick26]

Originally Posted by themaster

Remember, rockchick this is your EGO talking..

Apparently everything I say is my ego! I don't know how to tell the difference and I don't know how to fix it.

I differ.. we can absolutely quit and don't feel like you have to play if you don't want too..! Life is choice..

If you have to play do you want to play as "life sucks" "poor me" "this is no fun" or as "I love this" "this is so exciting" "if I could feel this good everyday!" ????

I honestly have all those thoughts, both good and bad. I was having a great day earlier because I was out and about, doing stuff, but then the argument with my dad happened and I'm just thinking too much about all this and I'm starting to feel like it's hopeless again. I wish I could turn my brain off. All of a sudden I feel like it's all crashing down on me again (probably because of my dad), I just want to get away from this and I can't!

Many of us don't leave our friends/family cause were scarred too.. fear is a huge element here.. and you need to acknowledge like everyone you have great fears of self and others.. releasing those is knowing your power..

Tell me rockchick.. one day will you know your power?

I don't have a problem admitting i'm scared, I've done that many times. So where is my power then?

A little more action and a little less talking will get you there
Turn off that EGO of yours.. or just tell it to be "spiritual" and let the spiritual self in..

I did "say" something to my ego last night laying in bed, I told it something like 'get out of the way'...but is it really that easy? I obviously don't notice a difference today.

You've already manifested, yes.. you had close calls?? Seen your potential boyfriends name everywhere..

Even if your EGO can't make sense of why that happened? So you validate that your creating your reality in part.. now let go.. of having to control and understand it all..

Well I do remember saying it happened because of me, so that is validating it (right?) but I just saw no point in it if it didn't bring me the actual thing (in that case, the guy I wanted). I can validate all I want that I created these syncronicities but I still saw no point in them if they weren't the real thing.

I have more to say on this.. so I'll say it here.. you need to take a ACTIVE part in this and I think you be reading these threads at the end of your day! Yes?

Well move that to the middle or beginning of your day.. so you can read something inspiring (preferably ) and go do a workout!

The reason why I don't come in here right away at the beginning of my day is because I do the important stuff first (check emails, job hunt) and if I have somewhere to go, I sometimes don't get back online until right before bed. Most days I am gone for a few hours at least, at some point, which pushes my recreational/fun activities back to later, if I get to them at all.