[themaster]

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

I've thought about this. But I can't imagine why anyone would want to be miserable. People might say I just love to complain to get attention, but I would much rather get attention in the form of friendly conversations about our shared hobbies and interests. And I do have those conversations with people, so I don't know why my ego wants me to be miserable because obviously I don't get the right attention that way and I've even lost friends because of it. And people tell me I frustrate them so they don't even want to help me anymore. Why would my (or anyone's) ego like that?

Did you spend time.. telling your EGO you love it.. that it needs to help you out?

That's what I want to know?

lol.. funny question.. everyone's EGO is making them miserable.. that's just the truth! It's true design was to be a FOCUS.. but hardly any of us use it as a FOCUS.. it ends up thinking it has to "do everything" "think of everything"

And according to my teachers "thinking" is not our job The idea is.. there's another part of you a GPS, a higher person of yourself sitting on a mountain.. guiding you down the trail.. and as you walk the trail they "RADIO" in instructions.. "turn left" "go right" "jump over that pitfall"

And it's that listening to those instructions that gets you more and more steps down the road.. okay?

But many EGO's think they're running the show.. don't look for that advice.. and fall right into that pit.. even when you RADIO'd yourself.. it was coming!

Put some faith and trust into your higher self.. know that you're not alone.. and know that you DON'T have to do everything by yourself!

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

But, (and this is a big but!)...my circumstances have still not reflected what's going on inside. My inside has changed, why hasn't my outside?

It could be the action step.. but it sounds like you've taken some of that..

It could be you have a belief that you still haven't cleared yet.. a tough one.. let's see if I can imagine it.. ohh that's right I know it for you lol

"I've tried all this stuff and it works for a while and then it doesn't!" that's a belief you've created there.. if you ask me

Have you been experimenting with LOA during your day and life (that's part of what segment intention is about)?

Have you asked for simple and weird things.. "I'd like to see a Vikings jacket" "Send me a banana" "Send me a hallmark greeting card"

Have you experimented.. can you see that your creating your reality? That your thoughts and askings have a effect?

Please keep validating your INSIDE has change.. cause I believe it has.. the outside reality will peak through as changed soon.. you just have to clear a few more stumbling blocks!

The universe sent me to you didn't it??

What you think our conversation is random?.. I talk with I notice you've changed.. I think that's awesome.. you say you haven't.. but if you validate my opinion (your choice) you'd note I can see changes in you..

Perhaps if you'd like your ego to notice..?? go back and RE-READ our entire part of that thread together.. and notice where I asked you to label your problems differently..? maybe you can see now that you choose the better label this time.. rather than getting confused and going into EGO..

Really, re-read that conversation.. compared to now.. the 1st or 2nd time you responded to me here and now.. you were being/doing the same things "woe is me" "but you don't understand" now look at this conversation right here.. I can see it.. it's very open/very neutral.. your listening.. it's excellent maybe if you compare what you said in this one PM to all the statements you said to me 2 months ago.. you will see the change (EGO'cilly )

Originally Posted by Rockchick26

Well isn't changing yourself and your life a process? It doesn't happen overnight (but 3 years is a bit long ). I admit part of my problem is I'm a planner/organizer. I could sit and plan/research/organize for MONTHS on something that will only take an hour. I am a perfectionist too, so those are not a good combination for getting things done!

It can happen overnight!

It happens as fast as you let it.. for understanding this see my teachers lecture "permission slips" happy to send the audio to you.. if you want it..? you can also find that I typed it up about 3 minutes of it here on the forum..

I used to be a perfectionist and a Organizer/EGO maniac.. look at me.. I demonstrate to you I can change.. I'm not joking when I say that this is the truth

I also used to have a part of me I called pessimist too.. I think you can tell from my text these days.. It never, ever comes out.. (think I got rid of that friend years and years ago )