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Originally Posted by themaster rockchick, I invested a lot of time and energy in you.. it's time for me to check up on my investment.. 
how are you doing??? are you good?? Are you feeling better??
Also in your honor I started this thread today in reviewing my posts to you.. Co-creation experiment.. let's go! |
Hello! Thank you for thinking of me, that was nice!!
I've been trying to avoid this forum because I almost got banned last time I posted and people here think all my posts are pity parties so I just figured I better stay away. I've been trying to sort out my life in other ways now but honestly nothing helped as much as this place did. But I am afraid to post again with my problems, I'm pretty sure most people haven't missed me. (Glad you did, though!)
The last time I was on here I was having a really hard time because it seemed like every part of my life was going downhill. Nothing has changed since then, although I wouldn't call myself depressed anymore, now it's more like I don't care and whatever happens happens. I still haven't been able to find a job, or new friends, so I pretty much just spend my time job hunting and sitting online and occasionally going to the same few friends' houses but we just sit around and watch movies. I am still having money issues & vehicle problems so that pretty much keeps me home or in the same town at least, so I really haven't done anything at all since I was last on here.
Regarding that Spirit Matters ebook you sent me, I printed out all the exercises that I wanted to try and I have tried a few of them but my mind is just so cluttered and active that I haven't been able to get anything out of them yet. I thought for sure the Grounding Line would have worked but I honestly didn't feel any different after doing it.
Someone mentioned a Paul McKenna book, he is a hypnotist, well I ordered the book but it was sent to the wrong address so it never came and then I figured it was probably better because I was just adding to my massive credit card debt anyway. But I did download for free his hypnotic trance mp3 which I listen to every night in bed but honestly I haven't noticed any bit of difference in my life since listening to that (for about a week and a half now). This is how it always goes for me though so i'm used to trying something as best as I can and not getting anything out of it.
Sorry this is so long, I get long-winded especially when I haven't had a good way to vent-I am afraid to post online anywhere for fear of ending up in arguments with people. So, I guess to sum it up, nothing much has changed!
