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Originally Posted by Smokefish  I posted this question in another thread, but as I really would like some input I decided to start a new thread.
When I was around 3 yrs old, I had the feeling that there were 3 entities that were always watching me and it seemed to me at the time making fun of me. ? |
Hmmm. Depending on your belief in reincarnation; i'm not sure how much this will make since to you but I'll try. I believe those 3 to have been your guides or your guardian angels. I've been told I have 3 angels that surround me at all times and then there are my guides. I've never been able to talk with my angels but maybe once and I do speak with my guides or at least 1 of them. My thoughts are that sometimes when we come back, we really just want to go back "home', you may have had a feeling of resentment to have to re-learn everything and I'll be the first to tell you that your guides can be quite funny at times. They will pick on you just as a friend would. They are very close to you in spirit so I don't find it wierd that you felt this way.
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Originally Posted by Smokefish Also around the same time, I decided that I must handle all my problems on my own and not ask anyone for help. ? |
You simply have an indipendent and strong will.
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Originally Posted by Smokefish I'm wondering if this could be the reason that my spirit guide(s) are not very helpful or seem non-existant. There is something about the whole concept/idea of spirit guides that I find disturbing/agitating to me and I'm wondering why and what I can do to alleviate that feeling? |
Oh they are there but they don't tell you what to do or grant wishes like majical geenies living in bottles. They more so walk along with us, putting their 2 cents in every once in a while and we have to learn to actually hear them. I'm as stubborn as an ox and mine has litterally yelled at me. If I could physically feel her shaking me, I'm sure she was doing it.
This may sound crazy to you but it's all real.