 Look into your shadow
Impaul, you started this thread because you will not accept all consequences of the LoA and polarity. You obviously know a lot about self improvement and you are and aware person. But I think a conflict within you is causing your resistance: You want to be enlightened, and GET things like a nice piece of land at the same time.
You have not come to terms with your shadow yet. Solve this by realizing that you can manifest the same 'dark' things like real estate for a higher, 'light' purpose. Subsume the goal of getting to a goal of giving. You can then safely polarize as a lightworker (or worldworker) and be even better at manifesting your intentions, and eventually reach enlightenment.
If you don't overcome this resistance, I don't think you can get to the level of love. That would be a pity.
Hope that helps.
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