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JGD · 04-02-2010, 08:17 AM

Awesome Solid Syncroncity For me.

I've been living with my brother for a year and a half. I had a harsh-break up and only with $400 on me. And he was able to help me out in exchange for working around the house.

4 months in. I started paying around $150 a month, then it moved up to $275 and then $400 while still cleaning up and doing the shopping.

These past 6 months its weird in our relationships. I've been more consciously aware, mediative, stretching, cutting red-meat out of my diet. And have been made fun of by him at times.

We also agreed that I'm allowed to have the GF stay over 2 nights a week. At times he would say no, and then no again. And yes, and yes at other times.

I noticed he brings his emotional problems from work onto me.

Yesterday. was the last straw I knew from all along that I need to move out that its limiting my growth being in the same household.

Haven't had the GF over for almost two weeks. Then I informed him that she would be staying over.

I get a text "Not today, not tommrow not this week"

And then a follwing text "if you don't like it then move out"

I said I will. By the 5th. been meditative and praying and relaxing and raising my vibration in search for a good place to live. Feeling lost/lonely. Even thoughts of just giving up and not wanting to be alive anymore.

After all that mess. and a hot bath. I found a nice spot. No roomates. close to the freeway and near where I work. And private with lots of plants/flowers and grass. (I actually wrote down what I wanted before searching for a place online. it was the first one I clicked on!)

Viewed it today. And tommrow be receiving a call to give my first months rent/deposit.

I cryed today. Just letting out feelings of lonliness, confusion and then felt much better! With clarity and now excited and calm to decorate my little own place and setting things up! Thank you Universe!

And Thank you for this Article! Really hit home!

04-02-2010, 08:17 AM	#22 (permalink)
JGD Member Join Date: Dec 2009 Location: California Posts: 76	Awesome Solid Syncroncity For me. I've been living with my brother for a year and a half. I had a harsh-break up and only with $400 on me. And he was able to help me out in exchange for working around the house. 4 months in. I started paying around $150 a month, then it moved up to $275 and then $400 while still cleaning up and doing the shopping. These past 6 months its weird in our relationships. I've been more consciously aware, mediative, stretching, cutting red-meat out of my diet. And have been made fun of by him at times. We also agreed that I'm allowed to have the GF stay over 2 nights a week. At times he would say no, and then no again. And yes, and yes at other times. I noticed he brings his emotional problems from work onto me. Yesterday. was the last straw I knew from all along that I need to move out that its limiting my growth being in the same household. Haven't had the GF over for almost two weeks. Then I informed him that she would be staying over. I get a text "Not today, not tommrow not this week" And then a follwing text "if you don't like it then move out" I said I will. By the 5th. been meditative and praying and relaxing and raising my vibration in search for a good place to live. Feeling lost/lonely. Even thoughts of just giving up and not wanting to be alive anymore. After all that mess. and a hot bath. I found a nice spot. No roomates. close to the freeway and near where I work. And private with lots of plants/flowers and grass. (I actually wrote down what I wanted before searching for a place online. it was the first one I clicked on!) Viewed it today. And tommrow be receiving a call to give my first months rent/deposit. I cryed today. Just letting out feelings of lonliness, confusion and then felt much better! With clarity and now excited and calm to decorate my little own place and setting things up! Thank you Universe! And Thank you for this Article! Really hit home!