| | Another Spirit Guide Question
I posted this question in another thread, but as I really would like some input I decided to start a new thread.
When I was around 3 yrs old, I had the feeling that there were 3 entities that were always watching me and it seemed to me at the time making fun of me. I didn't particularly like the feeling and tried very hard to suppress it. I'm wondering if the presence I felt could have been spirit guides or maybe something more insidious. Also around the same time, I decided that I must handle all my problems on my own and not ask anyone for help. I'm wondering if this could be the reason that my spirit guide(s) are not very helpful or seem non-existant. There is something about the whole concept/idea of spirit guides that I find disturbing/agitating to me and I'm wondering why and what I can do to alleviate that feeling?