I always thought that in order to get well, everyone else had to be able to see. Like wellness is tangible. Im starting to come to the conclusion that wellness isn't tangible, its a feeling, a vibe, a smile, something you create for yourself. So Im over trying to prove im trying. I show up rain, hail or snow to try and get better. And i know deep down Im trying and thats what counts. Even if it kills me, I'll die trying.