When I was a kid I used to have this feeling of these 3 entities that were constantly watching me. I didn't particularly like it and worked very hard to tune out that feeling. I haven't felt the sense of that presence since I was a kid. Is it possible that those were my spirit guides? Also, around that same time I remember thinking/deciding that I had to take care of everything myself, that I couldn't ask for help from anyone. Could that be why my spirit guides aren't very helpful? There is something about the concept of spirit guides that I find disturbing/agitating. Can anyone give me any insight as to why I would feel this way and/or what I can do to change my perception?