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Originally Posted by Shindra

Yep. but when I (and most, I think) speak of motivation, we speak of that 'polarization coloring' itself. Motivation is not something else. The 'uncolored' is an action, a deed, an empty goal (such as getting money - that can be for improving power or service, money is an empty concept in itself.)

What exaclty is the question to pose to motivation that clarifies what the polarity colour is?
Am I wanting to do this for the good of all or for the good of me?

I think you've just gotten too caught up in the smaller words, and in trying to reconcile the two sides. Maybe try feeling some extremes, something syndrome-like, to get a basic, lower-level, beginner's grasp on it - sadistic glee and people in deep submission to you, greed at hoarding a big fortune. Or be all humble and service and doing everything to give to others.

Yeah - some sort of way to try it on would be helpful to my understanding - thing is I still am stuck trying to undersand it.

What if I imagine preparing dinner as a darkworker? I'd probably create something that I specifically like and everyone else would be having to take whatever I created but hopefully some would also like what I created. How come that doesn't sound like a good thing to do. I'd be motivated to create something that I like to eat and not really be considering others I may be feeding - or not even create any for others. Or if I'm a more conscious darkworker I'd provide for them, but why if I'm supposedly polarized to feed myself as I wish for myself?

Likewise, if I prepare dinner as a lightworker: I would consider everyone else's desire, what they like to eat and is good for them create that and probably almost forget to put extra red onion in my salad - but I wouldn't forget that because in my model of a lightworker I would already know how to please myself and would still be doing that if I'm motivated to serve others.

I wonder how everyone else, who gets this polarized stuff, would describe the two side of being motivated to prepare a dinner.

Oh, and once you've polarized, your life will be extra super amazing but you can lead a joyous life without it. There just might be limits to both it's level of bliss and speed in raising your consciousness.

Have you actually felt this polarized thing or are you just thinking you got it and can explain it?

When you feel really great and motivated - that's one polarity or the other.

So, in your mind, the most effecient way to feel really great and motivated is to colour that motivation with service to only yourself or to service of others? Or states of motivated are going to be more powerfull only if they have feelings of giving and service to others or only feelings of service to only self? And feelings of service to others with feelings of service to self make the motivation less powerful?