[QUOTE=Freelancer;54399]haha glad to be on board !
Is asking for proof to much at this point? QUOTE]
Woops. Fogot to comment on this question and I have a very important answer for you. When one has embarked on their path to enlightment, do not find it odd or dissapointing when proof doesn't come easily or cross your path as quickly as you'd like. Remember that as a human race, we are tought to see and feel with our physical senses. (Our eyes, ears, nose and mouth, and touch) The psychic, spiritual and paranormal realms are all seen from within. Remember all of these realms are real as apposed to majority's thoughts on the matter. As one embarks, they will enter a very personal path that will include self knowledge, self bettering and growth. When we 'look' for proof, it never fails that we will have a hard time getting it or when we look for a specific ability to come our way, it may not come as quickly as we'd like. That is okay. It will come with time and one will have to learn to 'look' in a much different way than they've done their entire life.
- I know this all to well. As the psychic and paranormal realm were a very natural and daily experience of mine up until my early 20's; I decided to block it all as I didn't understand what I had been experiencing and seeing my whole life and as the abilities grew immensly, I just simply put, got scared! Well as many psychics and individuals will tell you that have tried to cut connection with it, you will feel a pull to go back to your roots. Just as you have a pull to start looking into things, I too felt like I had cut off a huge part of myself and felt more lost than ever. I did a lot of research and finally found out that I wasn't crazy, I was normal and enlightened and I should be happy. So, there I started re-opening what I had closed. That is not an easy feat my dear! I tought myself to close a door for 2 straight years and have now re-opened it and it has started flowing freely once again but not as freely as I'd like and that is why we are all on a path. A path to grow and learn.
Take your time, continue to research at your own pace just as you are doing. Follow what guides you and what interests you. Always remember to experience everything for the better and good of your personal growth. As long as you keep that in mind, you will advance just fine. I like to think of us as a different kind of scientist. We research what can't be seen but is all very very realm. Speaking of, I have a beautiful list of signs you are becoming more enlightened and they aren't typically what you would assume. I will go get them and post a new thread on it now.
Take care.
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