Ahhhhhh Freelancer.. (take a deep breath of fresh air here), I'm not surprised in the slightest to read your post. You're not the only one suddenly realizing that things aren't as simple as most used to believe. You're not the only one that is starting to branch out and take those first baby steps to a brand new awakening.
We're (the human race) is about to make a big leap in what we believe and what we can see and hear. It's all natural and has been planned. Just sit back and watch. You'll see people all over the world making huge changes in the way they think and I'll be the first to say, "Welcome a'board hun!"
Take your time, go at your own pace. A whole new world awaits and it's most enlightening and rewarding!
